Thursday, August 27, 2009
what if i never met you?
what if i never said those stuff to you?
what if i will never have the courage to talk to you again?
what if i did really well in o levels?
will i still be in the state im in now??
damn screwed =[
Thursday, August 13, 2009
sigh i feel very very screwed up and i dunno why. maybe i probably know why, just in denial i guess.
but the feeling of screw-up-ness is there. i wish i could have a better character, i wish i would be less evil to my friends, i wish i would stop screwing up things,i wish...
not like these wishes would come true anw ._. i hate my life!! is it easy to start over a new leaf?
Saturday, August 1, 2009
lawl, are those people my friends?? do i even have friends??
people build walls around friends when they have no use for them. i realised wat this means today.... =/ im beginning to lose my friends. people changed so much after stepping out of secondary school. maybe i was never made for these kind of interpersonal stuff. i think i would be better off teaching. thats why lao shi chose teaching as well =/ cos its nt as political.
sigh,as days goes by, the wall thickens. one day, you might even forget who i am if we bump into each other on the streets ba. and i also have friends that have changed so much and horribly that i barely recognise their inner self. its so... different! and there are some, they dun even know the true meaning of friends, wat more good friends. lawl, i guess i shld nvr even have good friends during my time in jc. you never know what motive they have. lawl, i shld just stay in my bubble... friends.. especially the last kind... they're not worth your efforts. i tried to be self-centered but god is what diverts me from going onto the self-centered path =/
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