life is full of choices. which to choose?

LoL

2009-12-27T11:39:00.001+08:00

xD isnt it the best time to blog now.. when everyone forgets about your blog after a darn long time :) or shld i say :(

i need a change of heart... LoL.

sigh

2009-09-04T21:00:00.000+08:00

celebrations today was not as great ._. maybe cos i expect too much from AC ba ._. then college bowl!!! wheee, stupid ya kun, dun even let us play cards. anw, it was fun xD

saw uncle john and realised today got mg training! ms yang came. chat with her and char for quite some time. sigh, all these really made me realised how much i miss mg! all the fun and laughter, and the r/s between students and teachers are different. oh manxz, =/ awful feeling!!

sigh, suddenly thot of mei yin ._. havent talked for months?? leave a tag or chat with me on msn if u see this ba, i doubt u will anyway with our lives so busy ._. sigh, i miss MG, i miss the teachers, i miss my friends =[ can we go back MG soon??

WHAT IF

2009-08-27T21:00:00.000+08:00

what if i never met you?

what if i never said those stuff to you?

what if i will never have the courage to talk to you again?

what if i did really well in o levels?

will i still be in the state im in now??
damn screwed =[

screwed =/

2009-08-13T23:53:00.000+08:00

sigh i feel very very screwed up and i dunno why. maybe i probably know why, just in denial i guess.

but the feeling of screw-up-ness is there. i wish i could have a better character, i wish i would be less evil to my friends, i wish i would stop screwing up things,i wish...

not like these wishes would come true anw ._. i hate my life!! is it easy to start over a new leaf?

"friends"

2009-08-01T23:42:00.000+08:00

lawl, are those people my friends?? do i even have friends??

people build walls around friends when they have no use for them. i realised wat this means today.... =/ im beginning to lose my friends. people changed so much after stepping out of secondary school. maybe i was never made for these kind of interpersonal stuff. i think i would be better off teaching. thats why lao shi chose teaching as well =/ cos its nt as political.

sigh,as days goes by, the wall thickens. one day, you might even forget who i am if we bump into each other on the streets ba. and i also have friends that have changed so much and horribly that i barely recognise their inner self. its so... different! and there are some, they dun even know the true meaning of friends, wat more good friends. lawl, i guess i shld nvr even have good friends during my time in jc. you never know what motive they have. lawl, i shld just stay in my bubble... friends.. especially the last kind... they're not worth your efforts. i tried to be self-centered but god is what diverts me from going onto the self-centered path =/

=/

2009-07-31T12:15:00.000+08:00

as the years go by, my friendships die...

i hope you know what you are doing and stop hurting people around you. i had a scary dream last night... i dun wish to do it on you...

treasure your friends...

2009-07-08T23:23:00.001+08:00

i hate to say this... but we have seriously distanced =[ there's this weird wall in between us now. why =[

2009-07-02T21:49:00.001+08:00

I DUN WAN TO BE LEFT ALONE AGAIN ._.

IKEA STUDY DATE!!!

2009-06-26T13:11:00.008+08:00

WENT TO IKEA TO STUDY WITH SHILEI AND JIAQI!! YEA... JIAQI AS USUAL WAS LATE.... ITS LIKE THE "AS USUAL LATE" JIAQI... PERFECT ADJECTIVE! WAITED FOR LIKE 72557676553176509 HOURS BEFORE THE BUS CAME CAUSE THE BUS REFUSED TO COME CAUSE OF JIAQI'S FACE! BUSSED THERE AND WE SAW POOR SHILEI WAITING FOR US ALREADY! SHOW-ED SHILEI MY AWESOME TO THE MAX BED ROOM =) DAMN CUTE!! THEN, WENT TO CAFE TO START EATING AND STUDYING! ATE DAMN A LOT CAN!!! XD

WE MADE SHILEI WEAR THE CHILD'S BIB!!! CUTE TO THE MAX!

STUDYING WAS QUITE PRODUCTIVE OTHER THAN THAT QIQI KEEP PISSING ME OFF WITH HER N!!!! THAT NUB!!! ATE ALOT!!! OH DID I SAY THAT ALREADY... ATE LIKE KIDS MEAL MEAT BALLS! BAKED CHICKEN LEG!!! (FRIKKIN AWESOME!) TWO CHICKEN WINGS AND SPAMMAGE AMOUNTS OF COKE!! WANTED TO BUY THE CHEESE AKE BUT WAS TOO FULL ALREADY! SAW GOON HALFWAY!!! XD DAMN JOKE.... AND SAW HIS BOTTLE! HE DIN LET ME TALK TO IT =/ GOON IS SERIOUSLY GOON... COMPLAINED TO HIM YESTERDAY NIGHT ABOUT HOW MUCH I ATE... AND HE SERIOUSLY ATE LIKE 47234724 TIMES MORE THAN ME!!!! AH WEL =) STUDIED LIKE 2 CHAPTERS OF CHEM! QUITE PRODUCTIVE THAN HOME =D WENT TO BUY ICE CREAM AFTER THAT WITH SHILEI AND JIAQI =) DAMN NICE!!! SOFT ICE CREAM!!! WENT TO ANCHOR POINT BUT LIKE SO MANY SHOPS WERE CLOSED! SO USELESS!!! MRT-ED HOME AFTER THAT! JIAQI IS SERIOUSLY GOSSIP GIRL LAH... GRILLED HAZEL LIKE MAD XD HMM, WONDER WHO SHE MET!HEHE!!!

MY SELF SHOT WHICH WAS LIKE DAMN FAILED!!! =[ BUT WAS BETTER THAN THE PREVIOUS JIAQI'S MANY MANY OTHER SHOTS!

AH, FINALLY A NORMAL ONE =) AND I GOT A RETARDED FACE! ALL OF US WERE CRAMPING OUR SMILES OUT COS IT WAS SO HARD TO SMILE AFTER LIKE 4728576215151987 NUMBER OF PHOTOS! AND OOOO, THIS PROVES MY POINT THAT IM DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DARK AFTER Y-CAMP!

OMG, MY STUDYING IS DAMN FAIL!!! PEOPLE EXPECT TOO MUCH OF ME....FIC FIC... IS HISTORY! ILL BE GLAD TO PASS ANY SUBJECT FOR THIS TERM EXAM =) DUN STRESS MYSELF OUT! IM FEELING SICK AGAIN!! EXAM SYMPTOMS... I HAVENT EXAM UNDER NORMAL CONDITIONS BEFORE... ALWAYS SICK!!! DAMN WTH! AH... OH WELLS! LOOKING FORWARD TO DORY OUTING!!! SO MANY IDEAS =) DORY DORY DORY!!!! FTW!

ONE MORE DAY!!

JUST ONE MORE DAY!!! =D

LONG LONG LONG LONG POST xD

2009-06-23T21:22:00.040+08:00

omg i never blog for a really long long long long time!!! so this will be a really long long long long post =) i swear!!

08/06/09
study date with naomi and ting!!! =)

naomi really love being a brit alot alot!!! even foolscap also must draw the brit flag...

bought macs halfway!!! i think we were really noisy :P

my wonderful friends decided to experiment with my ipod... look wat happened.... tsk tsk, nvr study still spam my ipod...

from that... it became this..... cant believe they were really this bored lah!!! i had to stop them =/

while waiting for my ipod to enable, decided to take a pic! damn clear right =)

went to raffles city with mayo later!! cant believe she ate the chilli in the noodles! i drank the soup, i was like wth already!!!!

XD turtle!!! with a chilli tail!! damn funny!!

din get to take a pic with mayo and ting =[ will take next time!!!

11/06/09

study date with jiaqi! yeap! she was late again =/ went to ikea!! really fun ordering food there! i wan to go back again!!!

hey!!! you've got mail!!!!

somehow my mail friend became a GC =/

OMG!!! jiaqi!!! can u stop eating!?

jiaqi with the ikea ruler! she refuse to make it into a tie...

me with my cool ikea tie!! really cool k =)

omg!! jiaqi ate like 200 chicken wings! shes the best lah!!!

seriously, jiaqi! u really had the fat face that day :P

me and jiaqi!!!

study date with jiaqi was quite productive!! did one paper of maths =) =) and ikea food is really awesome!!! i love the meatballs!!! but they serve it with jam =/ so damn weird! jiaqi spammed chicken wings non stop!!! after that went around to see furniture at ikea~~ do random poses arnd ikea XD its on jiaqi blog!!! omg, the ice-cream at ikea was super duper nice!! im going back soon!!!! when we were leaving, hehe, i passed by the wrapping corner! and guess wat!! i took string and tie jiaqi like my dog!!! until the mrt station!!! damn cool can =D u know u liked it, jiaqi!!!

went to watch land of the lost with my family that night. was really full of sexual humor XD and saw so many little kids there somemore =/ ah, so nice to get free movie tickets =)

12/06/09

girly date with cyeo and char... shant talk about it! embarassing!!! but it was damn fun hanging out with them =) and i shant tell u where to find pics either =/

13/06/09

meeting with corliss!! ah finally seeing her after so so so long =] i missed her man!!!! bought a lot of food at cold storage before stoning at her house's playground! talked about alot of stuff! then crashed her hse! her poor bro got chased out of the room :P talked more upstairs! taught cor how to use FB!!! and cam-whore :P

me and CJ7!!! so cute!!! but the eye was dropping out =/

phail-ed photo =/

cor and me!! hair damn messy though!!!omg, i wan see you again, cor!!! meet up soon kay =)

15/06/09

cip! met diana and jiaqi for breakfast before heading down for cip!

cam-whored with diana while waiting for jiaqi, who was late as usual :p

me with emo kid arnold!!! doesnt look much emo here XD

the p1 girls!!! they say secrets damn loudly =/

me and hua ling!!! <3

took care of p1 girls with hazel!! brought them to their classroom after games. stoned abit :P

dunno wat was she doing.... maybe she got some weird spot on her nose XD

finally a normal shot!!! cip was really damn slack XD there was a genius in that class... do maths super pro!!!

winnie the pooh UNO!!!!! omg, damn damn cute =)

note they change hazel's name to carrie to hide her identity....

18-21/06/09

y-camp! really loved it alot!! made a lot of friends!! DORY FTW!!! WE ROCK MAN!! but buddy was damn quiet =/ abit sad!! XD made good friends like anso/e/an(i still dunno how to spell her name), lisa and ming yi!! omg, thanks guys!! or not i wouldnt know how to survive the night when my buddy din sleep!!! =) we must meet up soon!!! cant really blog much about it XD cos there's no media clearance =) but its a really fun camp!!!

went out with hazel and kok wai after camp!! yea... with all our big big backpacks at great world city!! XD kok wai got best camper for his grp! nt bad sia!! sherlynn injured her leg =/ hope shes ok! ate yoshinoya

omg hazel!! can u stop eating?? wts!!! how much must u eat!!!

talked a lot with them!!! was really crappy but damn damn retarded!!!was talking about getting the form for the dec y-camp when passing by ymca already!!! damn funny!! ooo and u know hazel has a food storage in her mouth XD damn fun poking it!!!

went to ben n jerry after yoshinoya... yea, we are really pigs. and we spammed coke at yoshinoya cos camp was really all rusty water =/ kok wai's treat!! since he has voucher :P ah, forgot to take pic again =/ was in a rush cos dad was early -.- but y-camp was really fun! enjoyed it! probably going back for the dec one =)

23/06/09
study date with cheryl, char and shannen! met at macs before studying at mg!!! hid shannen food when she came cos she was late and we decided to tease her that we din had enuf money to buy her breakfast!! was really epic when she keep asking for her hotcakes XD love the 4 idiots man =) went to buy 3 litres of pepsi before heading for mg!!! guards din even stop us when we tried going in XD

studied abit of maths before cam-whoring with my new found friend!!! and oooo cheryl passed me my bdae present at macs =) my first birthday present of 2009!!! show u later... =)

meet froggie and domo!!!! they are friends =) apparently whiskey pull froggie out of nowhere =O

this was on shannen's foolscap!! really cute!! but it doesnt really suit her image =/

hehe me, froggie, domo and mysterious hands was really windy =/ so my hair was....

shit!! wats froggie doing to domo =O

FRIENDS FOREVER!!!!! CANT IMAGINE WAT COLOR WOULD THEIR CHILD BE =/

MY PRESENT FROM CHERYL =) YAY THANKS <3

FROGGIE AND DOMO GOT MARRIED :P yea... with our rings XD

awww so sweet =)

ah, the four idiots should go out soon again =)

went for ttn after studying at mg!! hua ling passed me my present!!! omg, diana msg me on 20/06/09 "happy belated birthday" i was like ._. she really forgot =[ XD hazel and diana were really funny at the start of the ttn. it was so obvious wat they were doing.... haiz :P thanks diana for ur present!!! will upload the photos on my next post!!! yay, more presents coming!!! :P

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i cant wait to see you, seriously!!! i miss you!

=[

2009-06-14T10:10:00.006+08:00

many things to blog about, but just too tired and lazy to type XD feeling sick!!! =[ oh wells... got camp next week =/ better go get wat i need soon.

things to blog about:
-study date with mayo & ting
-study date with jiaqi
-girly date with charmaine and cheryl
-crashing cor's hse

=/ my life is damn screwed... esp terms =/ screw terms man!!!! two weeks are over. minimal is done. next week is out. last week... i dun feel like studying...

on the bright side... its just terms =) who gives a damn =]

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let the countdown begin =)

PLAYER!!!

2009-06-10T00:18:00.015+08:00

DOMO BEING A PLAYER~~~~~ WAS DAMN BORED IN CLASS... DECIDED TO DO RANDOM STUFF!!!

DOMO WITH HAZEL!!!! DAMN CUTE RIGHT =)

DOMO DECIDED TO FIND SOME OTHER PERSON TO FLIRT WITH DURING ECONS LECTURE!! =O MAYO!!! PURPLE SOMEMORE! SO GAY =D

YAY, DOMO REUNITES WITH HAZEL!!! AFTER AN HOUR OF HARDCORE WITH MAYO :P HAZEL PEH: YOUR FINGERS DAMN DAMN DAMN EXTRA CAN!!

=O WONDER WAT THEY DOING MAN!!! PATH OF NO RETURN!!!

HAD RESTLESS ON 6TH JUNE!!!! MET EMELIA AND HAZEL AT WEST MALL FOR SWENSENS!!! WENT TO FIND EMELIA'S SEXY PINK PHONE BEFORE HAZEL CAME!! I THINK ITS QUITE NICE! THAT GIRL AH!! THINK SO MUCH!!

WHEE, MRT-ED DOWN TO SCHOOL!!! I SWEAR HAZEL REALLY MRT!!! HEADLINES!! ITS JUST LIKE HOW JIAXIN WENT TO A FOOD COURT!(HIGH CLASS TAKA FOOD COURT) IT WAS LIKE MAJOR NEWS!! AND WE FREAKING WALKED TO SCHOOL! AND I WAS IN LONG PANTS! WTS!!!

XD RESTLESS WAS REALLY NICE =) SAW JACQ PERFORM! AWESOME JACQ DESPITE THIS IS YOUR FIRST PERFORMANCE!!!! BUT I REALLY COULDNT TAKE THE EMOTIONAL CHANGE BETWEEN THE DANCES! SAD... HAPPY... SAD.... HAPPY... I REALLY COULDNT TAKE IT! WAS WHINING TO EMELIA AND HAZEL XD AND HAZEL REGRETTED NOT PEE-ING BEFORE THE CONCERT COS SHE WANTED TO PEE SO BADLY! XD NOOB! AND EMELIA, OMG! WE ARE SO GOING TO WATCH YOU PERFORM THE NEXT TIME U GOT PERFORMANCE!!!! =) *HOOKS PINKY FINGER*

CAM-WHORED WHILE WAITING FOR GLADYS AFTER RESTLESSS! EMELIA DELETED LIKE ZILLONS OF PHOTOS COS SHE SAID SHE LOOK UNGLAM =[

EMELIA AND HER BLUE FLOWER! IT STAINED HER HANDS LIKE MAD!! SHES DAMN RETARDED! LOVE YOU TO THE MAX!! SKYPE SOON KAY =)

EMELIA AND HAZEL! I JUST REFUSE TO TAKE PICTURE =)

XD FINALLY GOT FORCED!! OMG, I HAD TO LIKE CROP THE PIC JUST COS HAZEL WAS SITTING LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS!!! =/ WATCH OUT U NOOB!

ANOTHER ONE!! GET WAT I MEAN.. NOBODY'S BUSINESS! SHE SAT LIKE 10x WORSE IN THE PREVIOUS PIC...

THATS ALL NOOBS!!! =) ENJOYED MYSELF =) THANKS GUYS!!!

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TRAINING~~~

2009-06-09T21:25:00.003+08:00

XD TRAINING WAS QUITE FUN TODAY =) LAUGHED A LOT =D YAY, THANKS PEOPLE! LAUGH AT THE SAME USUAL PERSON!!

REACH OCC AT LIKE 1245!! CAN DIE CAN! LUCKILY BEN THERE ALREADY! OR NOT ABIT BORING! THEN ZHIYUN AND CYEO CAME!! LUNCH~~~ MY SALTED FISH FRIED RICE PLUS VINEGAR, FTW!!! BEN ATE AGAIN ._. YEA... AFTER EATING BRUNCH AT HOME.... "PLEASE TRY TO COME BEFORE 130"-GALE! AND GUESS WHO WAS LATE :P

BOWLED WITH TWO IDIOTS AS USUAL =) YAY!!!! TALKED A LOT OF SHIT AND FORBID CHERYL TO SAY I, MUST SAY THINK INSTEAD! DISGUISTING LAH, SAY SORRY ALSO MUST INCLUDE I =[ =[ THEN TEASE GALE DAMN BADLY! SHES DAMN FUN TO BULLY :P MANXZXZXZ I CANT JOIN THE TEAM FOR CIP AND FRIENDLIES!! SAD SAD =[

OH WELLS, NOT A VERY FUN DAY XD THAT ENDS MY BLOGGING =)

=/

2009-06-09T00:29:00.008+08:00

SIGH DOING THE NOTE ON FACEBOOK BRINGS BACK A LOT OF MEMORIES. SOME THINGS, I WOULD REALLY WANT TO CHANGE =[

GOT TRAINING LATER! NEW BAG, NEW SHOE, NEW SHOE COVER, NEW GRIP POWDER, NEW PITCH... WANT TO TRY THEM OUT, BUT JUST, IM NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO TRAININGS ANYMORE... THE SPIRIT... IT HAS GONE WITH THE WIND... PEOPLE... THEY HAVE CHANGED SO MUCH, I BARELY RECOGNIZED THEM.... THIS TEAM.... IT'LL CRUMBLE SOON.... AND I WONDER WHY....

RATHER TORTURE IN BIO CLASS =[ AND HANG OUT WITH CLASSMATES AT HOLLAND VILLAGE AFTER THAT =) RETARDED PEOPLE EQUALS TO FUN!!! NEW EQUATION =]

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I GUESS ILL UPDATE LATER TONIGHT =/

=[

2009-06-08T00:00:00.005+08:00

REGRETS ONLY POUR IN WHEN YOU LOSE SOMEONE =[ SAD AND EMPTY IS ALL I CAN SAY....

HOW DO YOU COMFORT AN EMO PERSON? I REALLY NEED TO KNOW....

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HOPE YOU'RE OKAY BY THEN....

BACK TO BLOGGING~~~~~

2009-06-07T15:43:00.015+08:00

XD IM REALLY REALLY REALLY BORED AND I SAW THIS COOL COOL SKIN SO IM BACK TO BLOGGING!

JC LIFE HAS STARTED!! HAS BEEN QUITE FUN AND TIRING AT THE SAME TIME! I NEED TO SEE MANY MANY PEOPLE DURING THE HOLIDAYS SOON! =] NOT TO MENTION MUGGING FOR TERMS! AH MUST START SOON =]

GRATEFUL FOR MY AWESOMEXZXZXZ FRIENDS WHICH ILL BE MENTIONING ALOT ON MY BLOG! =D

XD WONDER WHEN WILL MY GHOST POP OUT TO TALK TO U GUYS!!! THANKS FOR HELPING ME WITH THE SKIN, U GHOST!

XD MEMORIES ARE MEANT TO BE KEPT! MAYBE ONE DAY, ILL DECIDE TO PUBLISH MY PAST MEMORIES.... MAYBE SOME DAY I WILL.... =]